damn! its a hard day. i'm in the lowest level of my academic carreer. yeah, i thought it wont be this bad! well, by the way, i am not losing everything, i've just lost my scholarship chance, lost my international summer school chance, i lost my bla..bla... (upss, that's a big mistake i guess).

however with a good mark i can do 5000 things but now while i have a bad mark i can do 4500 things..right???then this situation will not blow my dreams, but delay it??yess,that for sure!